So I'm leaving in like, an hour-ish. Around 5 or something. I've spent the day cleaning and packing things, all the while thinking of the people I'll be leaving. But I won't really be leaving them, because I know that they'll never forget me (or they better not *shakes fist), and that I most certainly won't forget about them. I owe so much to the people of area code 856, zip code 08028. G-g-g-g-gb0r0! Whatever. My life would be so fucking fucked (hehe) without the friends I've had from kindergarten, 2nd grade, 6th and then the great ones I regretfully only got to know this year. I'll start this tear jerking memorial with what I wrote on the last day of school on Mrs. Miller's chalk board. Last period of the day; Advanced Math. Because the fellow cool geeks in that room make up so much of the greatness I experienced in Glassboro. It's quite sappy and mushy and corny, but you know, fuck you, kay? Hoozah!
Class of 2010, 2004-2005
Omg, this year's been amazing. I made so many great friends that I'll never forget. Through all the drama we've been together and I know it's gonna stay that way. We'll move, we'll cry, we'll gihht but we'll always be the class of 2010, originating in GBORO. I love you guys so much, and I'm emo so I gotta say it =) Never forget anyone of us, 'cause trust me we'll never forget anyone, and don't ever doubt that. From 2nd grade to now, from now to forever and beyond.
I love you ♥ Alison
Aaaand. I'm about to cry. =/ Haven't even gotten half way into this thing, hehe. By that point I doubt any of you will have even realized JUST HOW MUCH you all mean to, and by the end of this it still won't be complete. The memories of this year will always resurface in my mind when I'm feeling down; the next time theres a knife to my neck, I'll see the picture of you guys all together in my head. I'm never forgetting you guys. I've been there for you throughout this year whether you knew it or not, or chose to use that or not, and I'll always be here for you too. ALWAYS, bitches. ALWAYS. Never, ever, ever doubt it or forget it. If you're laying in your bed crying one night and wondering if anyone gives a shit, think of me. Need someone to talk to but think it's too late? call me Just don't get mad when I call you at 3 am >> Hehe. <3 Okay. Time for shout outs. =O I've never .. ever done these .. I don't think so.
Here's to life!
Caitlin :: This is to the old you. The real you. The one you seemed to have lost or chosen to throw away, or decided that she's not 'cool' enough to take over anymore. This is to memories I had with her. Thanks for those times. The times of being hyper at the skating rink and screaming emo lyrics to each other; lmao. "Will you bare my child?" Sucks that I gotta leave on a bad note, but you know, I'm gonna admit it's not my fault this time. all of your new ZOMGBESTFRIENDS know it; you're changing. I hope that you'll finally realize it before you do to them what you did to me. I wish you the best in life, and feel free to lean on me when you need to. Have a good time with your new life.
Katsu-Senpai :: I think we've been friends for five years now. It sucks that we had that fallout. I don't take back what I wrote, I just feel bad that it had us split up. BUT THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE HAPPY. We gotta get together sometime. We can walk from the Town of Elks, or wherever you live, and go to Renlund and swing, walk the tracks and talk about hot guys with the hayhead, farout dreams and how humanity sucks. Annoying little kids in school, hehe. Then we're gonna do peppershooters, even if we have to steal the damn peppers >:| AND THEN WATCH AKIRA AND SAILOR MOON AND DBZ AND YUU YUU HAKUSHO XDDDDD! Kamui the head-hugger *shudders* I'll show you some yaoi too ^.~ Aishiteru Katsu-senpai; here's to the future and strengthening our bond once again. emo! See you, space cowboy.
Chelsea :: OMFGGGGGGGGG! Your comment in my yearbook is so true: it's not fair that we just got so close this year and now we gotta be split apart. I'm so proud of you for getting over him *huggles* But no girl is more deserving of a guy who cares for her than you, and he wasn't that guy. Guys are fags =/ Hey! We can go to South Street sometime and go boy hunting ;) Then we can crawl up in the corner together and sing emo songs and be emo and cry emo tears! "Listen to your heart, before you tell him goodbyeeeee" I'm so so so so glad I got to know you this year. You're an awesome, true-to-yourself kinda girl, and that makes me <3 you :) And everything else about you! Never forget I'm here for you chicka. Love you <3
Robyn :: Oh man, how did we drift this year =/ It made me so sad. BUT NOW WE'RE GETTING BACK TOGETHER and getting married in our Fuzzy Evil Frog Bunny ninja outfits and having maaaaad lesbian sex. Holler! I still admire the fact that you're so honest and hopefully I'll be like you one day. You're real and that's awesome. Never change you're just .. OMGAMAZINGSECKS<3 I can always talk to you about everything. You're beyond your years. We're never gonna drift apart again. NEVER, BITCH. NEVER. And all those bitches that think they're too cool for you *cough* can choke on cock :) My cock. BWAHAHAHA. Did you go on the Zipper with me? I think so. I don't know. I remember going "OMG ROBYN WENT ON IT .. WITHOUTME." Next year, we're going on it together. For sure. I love you girlie, and I'm so glad that throughout all of these years I've been close to you and been able to talk to you. <333333333333333333333333xshgoaseitgf jaoijtyaqu
Jessica :: Wow. I can't believe it's taken me .. 8 years since I moved here to finally talk to you like I have this year. You're such a sweet and nice girl, and you truly deserve the best. It's been awesome having someone to talk to about HAVING FUN!!!!! and just being crazy with and not caring about what other people say. You and Robyn are awesome like that; you're reeeeeeeal 100% :) And yes I know you signed my belt first and so you love me more than Emily and Annie and them XD! We're defintely gonna keep talking no matter what, because this year's been too awesome for us to just drift apart again. <3333!
Cassie :: This year we drifted a quite a bit, but we of course got back together. If the asshole does anything to you again, or if any other asshole does anything to you, just remember I broke being a pacifist for you and will again XD! And I'd do you too ;) ;lOKAY. THAT'S IT. WE KEEP SAYING IT. When I see you again we're doing it rotfl. Or we'll dress up in bikinis over our clothes and reindeer antler and kitty ears, dance to your toaster and take pictures and play with Bam Bam. :) Either way it'll be fun xD You're sexy and don't ever say other wise. "It's just past 8 and I'm feelin' young and reckless. The ribbon on my wrist says do not open before Christmas. WE'RE ONLY LIARS but we're the best" "This is me with the words on the tip of my tongue and my eye through the scope down the barrel of a gun" Me you and Luke gotta go to the movies again :) Share giant jawbreakers. And don't worry sweetie, you are a good friend and always have been I know you're there for me to talk to and guess what?! I'm here for you too. I Love You. <33333
Emily :: Rotfl you're crazy! A fun, hyper chicka ... with a million guys drooling after her that get kicked in the face if they hurt her ^_^ Don't let a guy phunk with your heart (ROTFLTHATWASSOCORNYXD) Peanut Crew forever! I wonder if our butts still have the same area. OMG MR.KINSEY. School was so much fun because of you. I'm always gonna think of you when I have Language Arts class XD Hopefully I don't have another Mrs.Greenwood .. if you have her again, I'm gonna feel soooo bad for you. XDDDD! We'll have to text each other in class and make fun of her if you do, or if I have a bitch-esque teacher like her. "I don't wanna love you/Don't wanna need you/Just wanna leeeeeeeaaaave you" Luckily you won't have to worry about getting pansted in gym class again .. BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF KIM KERR. :) Skating Rink. Friday. Whenever they go you guys guy. YOU. CALL. ME. I'll be up there in a second like BITCH DON'T MAKE ME GO BLACK ON J00! Me and you can take her and all her skanky little bitches, that is, if we don't pass out from the stink between their legs first. Slutsssssesresesresses! You > All.
Michelle :: Why did it take us so long to start talking again? *faints* You're so awesome, girlie. I know I can talk to you about so much; we have so much in common. We gotta go running together still LOL. And then we can go to Pap Luigi's and stalk Jamie and swoon about Jamie and take pictures of Jamie and giggle about Jamie and OMGJAMIEISSOSEXY lmao. Then we can roll down the hill :) You're an amazing girl and don't ever say otherwise. Don't let anyone step on you or else I'll beat your ass .. then theirs :) I love you sisterie, you're awesome. <3
Steffieieieieieieieieieieie :: It took almost the whole year but when I finally got to know you I realized what an amazingly awesome person you are. I can talk to you about so much and don't forget you can do the same. I tried but I don't know if I was able to help you that much this year .. but I can always try again! (read: I'm always here for you <3) Don't let the mistakes you seem to make let you get you down; you're still a great girl. Don't ever doubt that people care about you. You're a lot like me but you gotta be strong no matter what. And don't doubt that you have a nice ass either XD
Annie :: I didn't get to know all that well this year, but I am glad that I got to know you to the extent that I did. After the play = Love. Maybe after spending a few weeks in the ghetto with da gangstasssss I'll be able to dunk .. or maybe learn how to shoot XD Then afterwards, you and James and Tony can draw the penis fish back on my arm and we can have hardcore sex again!!! Rotfl my arm and your hand were so red :) we're masochists, lmao.
Alright.. time for my male whores >:]
Brandon :: Omg. Friends since second grade. I still have your ghetto fake plastic ring XD It only has one gem in it now but even when the last gem falls out we'll still be friends forever (OMGEMO) Maybe I can make out with your dog again sometime? You're sooooo sexy *pets your arms* Just shave >:| I know you think I'm like the most UNblack person in the world but watch out because one day I'll be even more gangstER than you XP You're a great guy and I know that under your dumbass gangsta act you are :) Hopefully the next time I hump you we won't get stuck in the desk LMAO Great memories this year, and the year before, and the year before, and the year .. whatev, you know what I mean. And PLEASE for the love , make Dillon realize that making farting noises with your arm pit is NOT cool -.- You should teach him something about being cool though. Like ... NOT stealing people shoes, haha. Oh man, stealing your shoe and watching you hop after me in the hallway = Pricelesssss. I'll never forget you, man. We gotta keep in touch and chill. Tell your parents I said hi :) LOVE YOU <333333333333
Tony :: Friends since 5th grade .. I'm so sad we drifted this year. You're an awesome guy don't ever say otherwise alright you stupid Asian?! You're so easy to talk to and you always give good advice. I'm sorry I couldn't do more for you this year =/ I'LL DEFINITELY SEE YOU DURING THE SUMMER. And if your parents are dumb then hell I'll walk to Glassboro and then to your house. I wanna see Sakura again anyway :D Then we can play DDR with your messed up color TV. Where's my rice cooker and my pocky, by the way >:| Lolz. You're the 133t h4x0rz, but I'm still more 1337 that you. I love you, Tony. You're really great. <3
Nick :: I really considered you one of my best friends. Your ears turns me on soooo much lmao. Reading Class = Love. You're one of the funniest kids I've ever met; your impressions of Melissa DuBois and other gay little kids are so incredibly funny like WOW. You and Matt always match; it's like your soul mates. You two should have make out sessions for me. "Uh, no" Rotfl. I love you, man. Tell me if the girls we pointed out turn into the completely less awesome, hot and funny Emily, Annie and Chelsea :) Then we can beat those bitches up. Or make fun of them. You're an amazing friend and an awesome guy and I love your squishy butt. <3
James :: You and I have had our arguments and shit, but you've always been and always be one of the most awesome guys I know. You're beyond your years and have a wealth of knowledge .. just use it =p You're a nice guy and it's easy to see who you got your kindness, coolness, and amazingness from. YOUR PARENTS. Omg when you read this you HAVE to give your parents a big huge ass emo hug for me they're so awesome. And maybe you'll be just as awesome as them someday .. maybe. Hehe kidding. Don't ever change kid or else I'll beat yo' ass. I love you!
Scott :: I hate you. SIKE NAW! You're so incredibly funny. CRUSTY FOREVER. I wanna suck your chin again ^.~ I dunno if I can take it all in though. Rotflmfao. If you see Kyron again make sure to put a special bust on his mismatched shoes ...FOR ME. :) But becareful that you don't get raped. REMEMBER. MR. ENGLEMAN IS RACIST rotfl! Don't let him fuck with you guys just 'cause I'm not there. We gotta have butt sex when I see you again ... IN YOUR POOL =O And then I'll make out with a girl for you. And every other guy xD Stay awesome, alright bitch? <3333
Joey :: Omg, you're so innocent and cute and DUMB. I love you <3 I liked you for awhile, could you tell? XD I will bite you again .. what did your parents say about that scratch on your chest? x.x I'm so sorry about that .. I'm sure it brought up some interesting conversation at home though ;) Pleeeeease don't go out with anymore stupid girls =-= I will slap you .. and them. AND REMEMBER. SHAVING IS SEXY. Rotfl. Stay cute and sexy and funny and nice and AWESOME. Or I'll kill you. :) You're an awesome friend and so fun to just hang out with. Love ya <3
Robby :: Omg! I looked over this 5 page entry, and wondered if I forgot anyone. See when I was writing most of it I was in a car and my dog was like ON ME x.x I love you though. You're SO FUNNY and your head is fucking sexy ^.~ And you're not just funny you're a great friend too. I can relate to you in a lot of ways and that means a lot. I'll never ever forget the times we had in gym class or at the carnival, or last Summer when I saw you sometimes with Luke. Sitting with you and James and Emily and everyone in gym class on the bleachers was just so hilarious, and a lot of that is because of you. The random one =p I'm sorry that I didn't have you in here earlier, or that I didn't get to really talk with you more than I did.BUT WE WILL TALK DURING THE SUMMER. I love you! <3333
So right now I'm in the car, crammed in the back with the dog and all our crap. Laptops = Love. I have 6 hours of music on here, lmao. And yea. I'm trying not to cry because I keep scrolling up and reading the shout outs to the most amazing people in the world and realizing that the times we had will be remade so few times during the Summer and in years to come. We all really need to get together, a lot. Maybe at the LL field. Or hell, AT SCHOOL. I still gotta take that picture of Emily, Annie, Jessica and Chelsea over the fence around the track field, their shorts on and their sweat pants around their ankles. Then have James with his shorts around his ankles and his boxers on. You know, the one we were going to make into a billboard and have the caption "It's just one of those days" or something. Oh man, gym class =/ The sexiness of Ricky Tunstall *swoon* I was crushing thoughout this year, hehe. *gets smacked* Yea I know my taste sucked some of the time XD D.S.!!!!!!!!!!!! *FAINTS* No matter what, he's sexy and the guys know they wanted to do him too. I know some of you think I'm gonna turn gangsta and shit like that, but don't EVER. EVER. EVER think I'll forget about any of you. I remember watching my brother go out with his best friends, and just hoping that one day I'd have the kind of relationship with people that he had with them. Well this year .. I felt that I found my group of best friends. I love you guys so much and you'll never understand the impact you made on me, through the good and the bad. Remember how I was in the beginning of the year? The closed up, dressed in complete black scared and untrusting girl ... I changed because of you all. Thank you so much for all you've done for me, and just being with me in the classes. You showed me that .. not everyone is bad. I'm just so, so sorry that it took me until now to know that and to trust you and to be NICE to some of you. I'm sorry for all the stuff in the past but gawd, just don't forget that I care about you all so much. I know I'm annoying with my emoness =p I'm sure James is rolling his eyes going "whatever" and wanting to gag XD
Keep in touch ya'll. We'll hang out, def. And hell, even though I'm sure you wouldn't wanna go to the boondocks/the ghetto/hell, you guys are all welcome to come down and stay for awhile. WE CAN HAVE A GIANT SLEEP OVER =O show the Port Norris bitches how we do up in Gboro :) Glassboro is so amazing. I'm glad to get away from the drama, though I'm still up for being the peer mediator is chatrooms XD And at the rink, etc. I wish I could take you away from it too. But just know that I'm always, always, always here for you. Then again I'm sure drama in PN is gonna be pretty bad too ... damn gangsta hoes. XD
AND NO FUCKING DRUGS.
I swear if any of you do drugs I will fucking walk, ride my bike, take a bus, hitch hike, ride on my dog, ride on a lawnmower, steal a car, SWIM ... WHATEVER. I'll do whatever it takes to get up there and lecture you like hell and get you HELP. Don't ever, ever, ever, think I'll let you get away with that shit. Don't forget what happen on April 3rd of 2004, or about Mr. Logan telling us personally about the experiences he's had. THINK OF JAMESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
Sorry I had to say that. James' dad telling us about how, yea, some of us might get tempted into it scared the shit out of me. =/=/=/=/=/
I love you. And that's all I can say. If you guys haven't realized that by now then .. you belong in sped.